January 2008


Main bulub hu
ek andhiyaare kamre me
roshni aur garmahat ka eklauta strot hu
fate puraane cheethadon me baitha ek bachcha, kamre k ek kone me
taak raha tha mujhe, apni sookh chuki aankho se
jaise – main koi khane ki cheez, koi chamakdaar laddu hu
wahin ghar ke doosre kone me
ek aurat, chulha jalaane ko taiyaar
baar ghuma kar mujhe
kabhi band na hone wale darwaze ki or
raah dekh rahi hai marad ki apne
lakadi lekar aane ko
jaise – main bhi uski aas me pratiksharat
uski khusi me aanandit, uske gham me shokmagn hu
main bulub hu
main bulub hu

Main bulb hu
ujiyaare , jagmagaate mahal jaise kamron me
apne jaise anekon ke beech me
main ni:shabd, mook sa bas, jal raha hu
kabhi, dekhte bhi the wo saje-dhaje bachche bhi to
un avahelna bhari nazron se
jaise- main koi tuchch, koi nirupayogi matra ek vastu hu
doosri taraf ek aurat
apne shrangaar me is tarah magn
ki baar baar ghuma kar mujhe
apne roop-saundarya ko nihar rahi hai
fir bhi use -meri dilchaspi nahi isme
yeh dikhta nahi
yahan is mahal me ye waqt aaya hai mujhpe ki
apne upar jami dhool bhi main khud hi uda raha hu
main bulb hu
main bulb hu

Do zindagiyon me dalta hua, pista hua
fir bhi shab-e-shaam hansta hua, jagmagaata hua
main bulub hu
main bulb hu

Main nahi chahta ki main nigaah-e-tauheen ka gunaahgaar banu
bas us sookhi aankh ke bachche ki nigaah ka sukun hu
na insaan hua to kya hua na insaan hua to kya hua
main bulub hu
main bulb hu

Stadium was full. No tickets remained. Rohit, Reeya, Maneesha, Shikha, Ratnesh, and vindhya were not retired, though, i was tired. i was not able to even stay sound and cool. so i lend myself on carrier truk.

I know this is a rubbish sort of note but it makes sense when applies rule of four and decoding the obtained terms by cornuta cipher
It will give you- Shreyas Rocks

19 coloumns , remember this , this is the most important thing of all

Qurbaton ki zindagi hum jiyaa nahi karte
dosto pe poori tarah ka bojh nahi banate
badal ppane ke layak nahi hum
hud hi ki mucca pe gaye aur baith gaye
na hi namaz padhi aaur
na hi allah ko nawaza lekin
pata chala hum wahin
allah ko pyare ho gaye

when the whole text above is written one alphabet above the other in 15 coloumns and then applied the – Rule Of Four – it yields – qbdp dp pbymuycp

which when decoded by Cornuta Cipher yields – This is Shreyas  

a1.jpgthis is an ambigram of my friends – REEYA

a8.jpg again a friend – KIRTI

a7.jpg  hmmm  fireeyes