August 2008


Very well said yaar. Dont you all agree. If yes then let’s cheer for it and if not then …… carry on

haan to where was i ?? ya right. It was just yesterday when i was thinking that life has got so …. mmm misarranged. life is sometimes so disgusting and then its now – i think that it’s all on you how you take it ? It is whatever you make of it. It’s like making faces in front of a mirror, if you make ugly faces, it reflects back to you as ugly or possibly uglier to you as you were to it and if you are happy on your gestures, you look happy too. It could be a quite obvious question that how i get changed myself just in a span of a night. Hmm so i would say that i thought a lot about it, how my life was going ?? and then i realised that ………… ohh that all is rubbish. Being honest, i heard a ghazal yesterday with a ” sher ” –
” zindagi ik nashe ke siwa kuch nahi
tumko peena na aaye to main kya karu ??? “

bass and then it clicked my mind “shataaaakkkkkkkk” that ohhhh yessssssssss this was the key i was searching from such a long time. Now when i have got it let me say this
Everybody – just Cheers for life !!

GAMES- Some people love them like anything and some hate them like anything. Some like racing games, while some strategy games. Some like table games and some like action games. Some other likes adventurous games while others like games just for time pass. But there is a game everyone plays, and it doesnt matters whether you like it or not , you have to play it, you have to make moves, you have to score !!
There is one co-ordinator for it, who arranges all these games for all of us. A person having such a great management mind is only one, THE ONE everyone on this earth sooner or later believes that – yes HE exists. Who is HE ?? Hah !! everybody knows. HE is GOD. The only ONE POWER.

DO you all know that God – that almighty always keep playing games with all of us. Sometimes it is a single player, sometimes, it is double player and sometimes multiplayer but there is always a game we are a part of.
It is of the kind that if you win, you proceed for a next level game and if you loose, you proceed for some other level game but you remain in some game, and that is really very you know very ….. ( Dunno what word i should use )
There are three modes or you can say – difficulty levels of this game. First single player. Second – Double player. Third – Multiplayer. It may seem to you, how these could be difficulty levels ?? but allow me to tell you that – these are the most difficult levels you have ever played in any game existing or any other going to come in time ahead.

The simplest part of this game is – SINGLE PLAYER GAME

Wonder why ?? Because its all on you. There is no one else who will get affected of whatever you do. If you perform well you are the one who is going to be rewarded, and if your performance is poor, then its only you who will be punished or demoted. It remains all and all your game, no one other interferes . Some do not even bother and some other who care for you could not intersect your deeds as they too have their “single player game” going on.

Well switching on to next difficult mode of the game. It’s DOUBLE PLAYER GAME.

As it is obvious by the name it includes TWO persons, linked, joined, connected in some or the other way. For example – “If you say – Hows its going buddy ?? “, that even, is the part of some specified game which you , me or nobody on this earth is going to come to know which game is it. Now you will wonder how could this be a game ?? right !! a very obvious question. But stop thinking anything for a second, and ask it to yourself – do you Hi any person passing by your side. No, right ??. So isn’t it like a game to recognize who is in your team and who is not. People get added to your team. Well enough of this thing. i cant explain it to more extent. So in this dbp game you are linked with another person (the person may be known to you , may not be, but you two are linked , whether you know it or not) and whatever you do is reflected in the next persons profile too. So you got to be more careful with it. There is a lifeline to it – as it is always in games, that if you think of the other person before your deeds, you are not going to get it wrong to either of you. As it is said in an hindi proverb – “jo tumhe apne liye achcha nahi lagta wo doosron k liye nahi karna chahiye ” . Thats it for this level.

now moving to Third and the most difficult level of this game – MULTIPLAYER GAME.

Till now you must be knowing what i am going to write in this section, so let me make it sweet and short. There are many people you are linked to at the very same time. Its like conferencing on yahoo, whatever you write, every other person is able to see it and the same is applicable to every other person. The lifeline in this level is – if you are good to all and remain whatever you are, from the beginning to end, then its a very easy task to come out of this level and move on to some single/double/multiplayer game of another level. ;)

Yaaar , what to do , raha nahi ja raha hai, ek baat bata hi du, Do you have ever gone through the feeling that – “arey , it was not my fault, still i have to pay for it. ” That’s because you were in a multiplayergame but with wrong team members. Some may give you fruitful things but some can even make you drop out of the game. So be careful for your deeds (let be them good always) and also for what others do for you. It helps a lot.

Haan. One thing i must tell you – There is no cheat codes in this game, no shortcuts. The co-ordinator is a well organised mind with your points counting without any divergence to anybody. He only drops you from one game to another and then to another and then to another. And when its time to over, counts your score, allots you reward accordingly and thats it. Yeah its true !, Its a game , funny , seems to be sarcastic, but the game from which, you can, no one can, back off

There is only one complaint from my side to GOD, that when i do something absurd and those who have to pay are my very own kinders or beloved then it hurts. It really hurts a lot. I have experienced it. So try to check your deeds because if you went wrong then its going to hurt your beloveds and you too. One thing more. Mind your words. I have understood it after a long long time, but now i understand how a silly word can hurt your near and dear ones. Take care of it , you all out there. Take it as anything but do follow it.

now signing out, going to get into some other game, may be of – dinner ;) But from here, its my time out. BBye everybody ! Hope to see you in some other game of my life.

dar dar ke ab tak, jee liya bahut , ab nahi darna
jo kuch hoga achcha hoga, ab nahi darna

galat hua , jo kuch hua tere saath, rab ko bhi maloom hai
ab behtar ke siwa kuch na hoga, ab nahi darna

bahut ro liya tune, aankhein pyaari bhigo li bahut
ab haalat na rula payenge tujhe, ab nahi darna

tufaano me, dariya me le ke kashti utar ja tu
kinaara aane tak tere saath main rahunga, ab nahi darna

na kabhi kamzor samajhna khud ko, na hi kayar kabhi
takat hai tujhme balaa ki, mujhe pata hai, bas ab nahi darna

taqdeer ne khilwaad bahut kar liye tere saath ‘yaaron’
taqdeer teri chmakegi, amawas me chand ki tarah ab, ab nahi darna

chaha hai tujhkko, tu jaisi hai waisi hi, tu aisi hi rehna
mausam badle bhale kitne hi, tu na badalna , tu aisi hi rehna

badal badal ke badle log, aise ke apne hue begaane
zamaana badle hazaar baar, lekin tu na badalna, tu aisi hi rehna

mehkash badle, saaki badle, ya badle sharab hi kyun na
main jaam hu tera, paimaana tu na badalna, tu aisi hi rehna

subah banegi raat badal ke, taare badlenge, boondon me os kii
main ujaala hu tera, aaftaab tu na badlna , tu aisi hi rehna

rang badle, khushboo badle bahaaron me gulab, koi harz nahii
main bhanvraa hu tera, gulfaam tu na badlna , tu aisi hi rehna

dhang badal jaate hain logon ke, kapde badalte hi, shaksiyat badal jaati hai
main girebaan hu tera, pehnaava tu na badalna, tu aisi hi rehna

chaka-chaundh me is zamaane ki, badal gaye sab, daulat, shohrat, husn ke peeche
main bismil hu tera, adaayein tu na badalna, tu aisi hi rehna

tere nazaare ki tamanna me, badal gayi har kisi ki aankhein
main tassavr hu tera, tasveer tu na badalna, tu aisi hi rehna

samaa badlega, waqt badlega, ye taye hai, halaat bhi badlenge
main rahaa na saath, teri duniyaa me to bhi tu na badalna, tu aisi hi rehna

main turpat ki taraf jab rukhsat karunga, tujhe kasam hai mat rona
tu hasti hi rehna, tu na badlna , tu aisi hi rehna
mausam badle bhale kitne hi, tu na badlna, tu aisi hi rehna

Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!!!
what to say yaar. Today is Freindship day and today itself i got such good news that i cant resist myself being happy, inspite of the fact that i was angry with myself , u can better say i was feeling guilty. But sometimes Friends’s stuff make you so happy, that you forget all bad you are having in your life.
Well i am very happy for my friends and they share my happiness for being happy for themselves. Friends really are people who can make your part look good even if it is not worth seeing . Ha ha ha :)
Well well well as it is obvious with me, i am confused. At one end i am happy for my friends, and on another i am having a guilt that i cant give enough love, care, and attention that they get sad due to me.
Today i am opting for Friend’s happiness but i know, todays night is going to be horribly crucifying.
Hope ki u guys stay always happy, and also that GOD will grant me that much of , what do you call it yaar, haan (akal ko english me kya kehte hain ????) AKAL ;) so that even if i cant make people happy, i should not be responsible for sadness in their life. I know the ‘pal’  i have hurt, will soon be forgiving me , but when will i be  doing the same with me , i still wonder with that!!
GOOD GOING GUYS ,
I AM HAPPY FOR YOU